Lovellefaith: Safe

Finally back for a decent post (although it is eating into my sleep time). I couldn't really make out how my June went. I went through quite a bit of a emotional roller coaster ride. Mainly friendship(s) and all the insecurities that I felt when I was not rooted in Christ. The change I have been going through has made me into a person who will voice out or let my emotions get the better of me most of the times. Albeit rash at times, I find it hard to keep my inhibitions within me anymore. I don't exactly grasp the change in me but I am speculating the relationship that I got in and my dwindling faith in God. However, I am trying to salvage this whole situation before it becomes worse. Yes, it feels good to be more vocal but I am still more comfortable being a "good" person afterall.

Back to happenings in June! I visited Bangkok and Tioman which were both lovely places. I also celebrated my birthday and I finally hit the big 2. Wasn't exactly looking forward to it, aging is not something I'll flaunt about. Just all the responsibility added gives me the shudder already.

Bangkok was a lovely country that I would definitely visit again. The shopping was absolutely lovely. The price range was manageable for a student and the style was suitable for youths. The kind of shopping that you'll feel so contented and satisfied at the end of the day. The next visit would be dedicated more to understanding Thailand cultures I reckoned? No pictures (yet). There wasn't much to take anyways.

A few days later, I set off to Tioman. It was a trip that I anticipated much -- FINALLY able to spend quality time with Yc. I heard so much of Tioman from my friends. The beautiful landscape, the pretty coral reef and clear blue water. It was... a little disappointing because it did not exactly live up to my expectations. So basically in Tioman, we walked around our resort compound, frolicked on the sands, did some water activities or cooped up in our chalet watching HBO/Discovery channel. Snorkelling was awesome though. It was my virgin experience snorkeling and snorkeling in South China Sea yall. I sucked so badly in using the snorkel and had to the bad luck of drinking really salty sea water before mastering it. Le sigh, the sea water was so bad that I felt like puking. No pictures again because Yc thinks it would be too risky bringing the dslr. Am glad we didn't. Nonetheless, I had such a great time there because the time that we spent together was so precious. And no, we did not have sex. I don't quite understand why people would often stereotype going overseas as a couple of having sex. We purely just soaked up with each other's company and made the best out of it. I did make a couple of fusses here and there but I am glad Yc is understanding enough to give in most of the time. :) This trip really bonded and strengthen this relationship so much.